iloveyou

2011-10-21T01:42:00.000-07:00

its been months i haven't been blogging. i guess i'm back now. why is love so confusing? this really bothers me a lot especially what i'm facing now. after having a talk with my cousin the other day really made me know what i really feel towards a person. i'm sorry if i'm gonna hurt one of you one day. please forgive me and understand what am i facing.

2010-11-10T21:14:00.000-08:00

had football and volleyball competition this few days. football we won two matches ord. second match was terrible even though we won. such an immature kids la. that's not even called pushing. if you think thats pushing thn go back primary school and play football la. plus we also can say you all push ma. we so good say sorry to you all also so lin ci to us. such an ass la.

oh well, all the best to donkey business girls and boys and end zone divas too♥

2010-06-03T21:46:00.000-07:00

exams are finally over baby:) can't wait till volleyball, basketball and badminton competition comes. i'm bored. i wanna go out. i wanna have fun before all papers comes back. trust me no matter which paper comes back it might be bad. gonna be busy training with my classmates. all the competition are coming soon. hope we will do our best and get back something. even if we don't but at least we had fun right? so yea. all the best to the girls and boys' team of donkey business:D

oh and the j3ren punya team:)

2010-05-04T01:26:00.000-07:00

volley&basketball interclass competition is next month :O but i think we should be preparing for our up coming mid-term exam right? there's only 19 days left. omg its like so fast man. but oh well, we can discuss about the competition but remember to study ah:) there might be training this saturday in complex but not sure yet will comfirm to u guys on thursday. anyways we're gonna make a jersey. isn't that cool:) haha can't wait till the competition day come. all the best to j3yi boys and girls' team x) gambateh :D

2010-04-22T01:01:00.000-07:00

can't you just understand how i feel? do you even know how much effort have i put. i bet you don't even know. you might think that girl is much more hardworking then your own daughter. that's just the outside. its so different between me and that girl man. she's just form 1 and now she's just studying one year's book but i need to study three years' books. do you even know how tired is that? i have to stay awake and listen in class but she can sleep in class if she's tired cause she has mr. ang to teach her. i just need you to understand. i somehow i think i deserve some of my own time. i've agree to use my weekday and weekend to go for tuition and study already. i really hope you'll understand

2010-04-12T03:07:00.000-07:00

hmm let me just say some stuff about how i feel being in form 3 life. being in form 3 is a stressful year, i'm serious about this man. its like there's so many thing that we need to do. there's lots of projects we need to do. the worst part is we need to study alot. its only the fourth month of this year and i'm already feeling tired man. its like days go by so damn fast. for other years its like days go by so slow. for now we only left 5 months plus to study till pmr comes. but oh well i guess i just have to accept the fact that i'm form 3 this year. hmm somehow i just hope to have my own time sometimes. for the whole week its like i'm going tuition everyday even saturday and sunday. only wednesday i don't have tuition but i'll be going training on that day so yea. but oh well i have to suffer for this year then next year i can relax abit:) hmm hopefully i'll do well in pmr and uec. hehe. thats all for today.

ps: fifi, sorry for not updating all the time just kinda busy and sometimes lazy too. hehe

davina misses him:)

i should be giving up by this time, shouldn't i?

2010-03-05T02:16:00.000-08:00

this is like all of a sudden. i don't know how to say it but yea i'm seriously kinda hurt after what my friend told me. why can't you tell me the truth by yourself. don't tell me because you think you'll hurt me. honestly i would prefer you to tell me the truth, not trying to hide it from me. that way kinda hurt me more. i thought you know that. dude, tell me what to do now. i really don't know what to do:(

missing you is making me feeling frustrated :(

2010-03-02T02:05:00.000-08:00

why can't i get you off my mind? why is it so hard.why!? everything i do just makes me remember the times when we were there for each other. i told myself that i would let go and move on. but how the hell am i suppose to do that when everything i do just reminds me about you. i seriously don't know how to move on. i'm telling myself that i must give up, i must. but i just can't do it. giving up on you is just so freaking hard. all i hope now is we can just be close friend if we can't be together. but all i can see now is we can't even be close friend. what's with it saying you'll be there as a brother for me and listen to all my problem. when we pass each other is just like we don't know each other. you don't even say hi or anything. somehow that makes me feel like i'm no one to you anymore. isn't it kinda unfair for me? i'm really tired of acting that i'm okay from the outside but deep down you just don't understand:( i really don't know what can i do now.

start a new life

2010-01-01T01:51:00.000-08:00

hmm haven't been blogging for a long time. had some issues for the past few months. i guess i gotta start a new life from today onwards. somehow i can't wait to go back to school but somehow i don't feel like it. hmm gonna sit for pmr and uec this year. hope that i'll do well. and also hope that i could forget about 2009. really hope that i could do something to forget about someone and go on with a happy normal life. hmm i'll stop here. hmm to all my junior 3 friends all the best in pmr and uec.
take care.

i miss you

2009-10-25T22:15:00.000-07:00

jie, i miss you. i wonder when can we meet each other again. ever since that day happen i feel like we're just a stranger to each other. i'm sorry i was quite cold to u when u msg me that day but truly inside i seriously miss you. let's be like last time again can ma? please:( i don't care what other people will say but yeah. please

ps: i miss you

EXAM IS FINALLY OVER~

2009-10-19T21:32:00.000-07:00

ONCE AGAIN EXAM IS OVER:D hmm starting today we will be free from studying till next year. hehe. lets see what will i do during the holidays? hmm? no idea at the moment but i believe i'll have plans with my friends(: hmm there's lots more i wanna say but i've gotta go out and eat wit my mom ord. so i'll be continuing with my blog when i have time. bye bye.

to all tshung tsin students have fun xD.

gonna be strong(:

2009-08-15T01:46:00.000-07:00

i'm gonna be strong. after thinking for the whole night yesterday i guess i'm just gonna let this problem go. i'm not gonna hold it back and make me sad all the time. i believe that one day we will get back and have our good friends all back together again(: imma strong girl. hopefully this will end soon. but if it doesn't it's okay cause i still got alot of friends. so what am i worrying about? it was stupid of me worrying about this all along. lastly i wanna say thankyou for those people that cheer me up when i'm going through all this especially oscar kor kor, apple, samson, charmaine jie jie, tasha and jacques.

I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU GUYS XD

sad):

2009-08-14T02:22:00.000-07:00

i miss u): i really don't want this to happen. why must this happen all of a sudden. why? i just wanna let u know i really don't know anything. i only know all this after you know. if you said you're not angry about this than why aren't you talking to me? why? can you tell me? it has been one week that we didn't talk to each other. i really miss you. i'm tired of all this. i wan this to end now!!! i mean it. why can't we just have a happy relationship. why can't we. pepet i really really miss you alot. i always wanna talk to you but i'm just scared of you rejecting me all the time. i can tell that you're sad about something. but why can't you just let me know? why? i really don't know what to do. can pepet please help me ):

i miss you, pepet.

2009-07-06T02:08:00.000-07:00

I WANNA WATCH ''DRAG ME TO HELL" before tasha told me about it i wanted to watch. Then now tasha told me some part of the story and it makes me wanna watch it so desperately. But i got no time:( tis whole week got 3 competitions. so can't go. Hope my brother will be around so can bring me go. Hehe

ps: can't believe i just broke my own promise yesterday O.O

Weeee~ i'm finally 14=)

2009-06-30T02:30:00.000-07:00

I'm finally 14, i had fun today. Got some presents back from my friends. The thing that i was really surprise was when jacques actually asked alot of his friends to msg me. That was really really super surprising. Thx everyone for wishing me happy birthday, i love you all=)

ps: still can't believe none of my family members wish me happy birthday=(

2009-06-26T02:03:00.000-07:00

Hey hun, I dono what's going on. i just feel like we're getting further. I wonder what's going on. I would really wanna get back closer as we use to be:( I always wish to talk to you but its just that now i got a fear to talk to you. i dono why. Got alot of things i would wanna tell u n share with you my problem just that i dono where to start and i'm scared that you might think i'm weird. i really miss you hun. Can't we try to make our relationship closer . I really miss you. I hope one day we'll get closer again.

2009-06-15T03:06:00.000-07:00

Weeee~ finally get to go on with my blog again. hmm there's lots to tell but i'll just make it short. On the 10th June tasha came to my hse and we had alot of fun. Hehe. We went shopping with my mom as well. Took some photos. Bha let's go on about my camp. Hmm at first its like the worst camp i ever been through but slowly slowly i met some new friends and i kinda had fun. Accept for the taking bath time and listen to the talk. we only got 5 mins to shower. So horrible. Then for the talks is like they speak chinese all the time and most of the time i don't get what they are talking. i only understand 10 percent over 100 so yeah. but i'm glad i met alot of new friends. hehe

2009-06-08T21:45:00.000-07:00

weee~ went out shopping last nite with my parents. Bought some stuff but didn't really had time to buy everything i planned to buy cause the shopping mall was closing ord=[ but my parents say they would bring me back to buy again. got some new shirts and other stuff. hehe. i guess i should get back doing my khb correction now. hmm got a lot more i need to do=[ aikz

2009-06-08T00:01:00.000-07:00

got up tis morning, planned to do my khb correction but instead i watch tv till 12 then i do. not just that half way doing it my comp was on and got distracted by it. then now just dropping by to update my blog. hehe. i really gotta rush back to do my correction. can't just spend my holidays like tis. hmm i 'll get back doing my correction.

Really miss every single thing i've been through with him.

MISSING HIM~

2009-06-06T22:17:00.000-07:00

Ish. Y? y is it always me that get the blame? dude if u really think is my fault thn sorry. i don wanna argue with you anymore. i'm tired of it. if u really wan me to do wad u wan. thn juz wait. i'll do it one day when i'm ready. ok? hope u can understand wad i'm feeling. just give me time. i'm having my own problem now. just give me time. ok? sorry=(

About the first week of my holiday

2009-06-04T16:15:00.000-07:00

This whole week i was so busy man. Couldn't have any extra time. Is like this whole week is all for dancing. Hmm me n my church dancers have to go to church for practice everyday from 8.30 till 12. so tiring man. Thn today is the rehearsal for everything and it start from 2 till 6. Thn of cause is obvious my mom will complain. haha like last nite we have to practice again. so all of us were kinda stress out. But i think we can make it=] hehe.

2009-06-04T16:07:00.000-07:00

Weee~ finally i have time to write on my blog again.. hmm about my trip from kudat was okayy. I did alot of fun stuff with my cousins=] n we even went to the beach. it was low tight that time so yeah. If my cousins wasn't there with me i really dono what to do man. hehe we went and see jackie chan's hse as well. He's hse is still not done. it was big but he's hse is somewhere in the jungle like my grandparents' hse. hmm i think that's all. i'm speechless now.

Holidays!!

2009-05-29T20:06:00.001-07:00

TODAY ITS A HOLIDAY~ Weee.. hmm its the 1st day of holiday and i'm already bored. lol. I'm going back to kudat today and its gonna be so bored. ahh~ 3 days 2 nites man.. OMG. i have no idea what am i gonna do there. hmm atleast two of my cousins are going as well. but still. its gonna be so bored. hmm i hope we can go to the beach today or maybe tomorrow. i guess that's all for today x) will write more after i come back from kudat.

EXAM IS OVER!!

2009-05-28T23:46:00.000-07:00

Wee, exam is finally over. Hmm since exam is over meaning we're gonna get back our exam papers. nooo~ hmm but lets have fun during the holidays bfore getting back our papers. really hope all of us get good grades=) hehe. i wonder what am i gonna do during the holidays? hmm? haha i think there's nothing to do. I guess i'm just gonna stay home and do my khb correction. Bha i wish everyone HAPPY HOLIDAYS x) have fun.. hehe

My decision of my life.

2009-05-28T03:15:00.000-07:00

hmmm, i finally make up my mind. I wanna be single till form5 x) I know that sound kinda hard for me but i'm still gonna try. I guess now onward i'm gonna concentrate on my studies & sports (since that's what my parents want) so yeah. I'm tired of arguing with my parents so i was thinking just for now i don't wanna argue with them so i'll be listening to what they say. No matter how much i love him. I'm still gonna stay single and i guess he's respecting my choice. He's a great guy:) He said no matter what he's gonna wait for me till i'm form5. But there's one thing i'm scared of. Do you really think he can wait for that long. To me maybe that is kinda impossible. But i guess i just need to believe him & have faith in him.

Tasha's birthday

2009-05-20T03:16:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was Tasha's birthday!!

Haha let me me introduce tasha to you all. Tasha is my best friend. She's really a great friend. Everyone would love to make friends with her because she's nice, friendly, helpful, kind hearted n more=) Ever since yesterday she has became one year older. Hmm she's now 14 years old.. She's always being there when i need her. She help me all the time. Tasha if you're reading this happy birthday. I LOVE YOU^^